my blue heaven.

Woke up 3am and ITNW (live from 1st Jap Arena Tour in Osaka) is playing - it gave me a different feeling; it’s like your taking care of your children for years now and you took a glance at them, you only realized now that they’re grown up and not the same anymore. They’re not the one who you cuddle and hug before you sleep. They’re all mature now. Next thing you know, they’ll move out and live their own lives - without you and you can’t do anything about it.